LITERARY TIPTOE
Conversations with My Mother Which Suggest
She May
Secretly Be a Primatologist
byKevin Zeidler
“All right mom, I’m taking off to go see Travis.”
“So then ‘Travis’ would be one of your core friends for whom you have no romantic feelings and to whom you can relate because of shared identification as being homosexual.”
“Uhh... what?”
“9:25 p.m. … subject… quote... taking off… end quote… to visit ‘Travis.’ ...platonically(??)”
“Mom, what are you writing?”
“Recipes.”
* * *
“10:07 p.m. Subject consuming hot beverages outside a café with homosexual male friend, ‘Travis.’ Two females sit beside the two males and participate in conversation, at times laughing. Female presence: possible indication of gay males’ desire for female communication unfulfilled romantically.”
“Did you follow me here, mom?”
“Naturalistic observation henceforth terminated due to discovery of the researcher by subject.”
“Why are you talking into a tape recorder?”
“Loneliness.”
* * *
“11:42 p.m. Subject should be in bed. Researcher has changed locations to a spot underneath an adjacent table and is fighting an urge to condemn subject for smoking.”
“Who are you, mom? Jane Goodall?”
“Subject has again spotted the researcher. Appears livid. Possible normal expression of adolescent resent for parent in the midst of burgeoning self-identity.”
“Am I an ape to you?”
“Subject continues to vent his rage towards the researcher. Fascinating.”
“Could you just like, maybe, try to relate for once instead of examining me under some sort of cold, myopic lens?”
“Ow. Headache.”
“Are you incapable of that?”
“. . .”
“Mom?”
“Go to your enclosed habitat.”
Kevin Zeidler is a green banana grown in San Diego, still incarcerated in secondary education. For those counting, yes: two purgatories; one within another. His curfew is 1:00 a.m., P.S.T., unless he has been bad, in which case it can be as early as 11.